pause

stop running girl, where u going ?

life sees me hastily flipping thru its' pages that i forgot to listen to my heart... drilling holes at work, or burying myself with my studies... until my heart started protesting for a halt.

So i paused, and...

i realized that my present job and i fit rather incongruently. Although in daylight i'm pretty much on the go...but as the noir creeps over, my heart feels overwhelmed : the inaptness and noise... probably my high scores for introvertness and low scores for class-control jst doesn't suit this scene...

ish... i feel like a wimp... :/

kinda take pride in finding the alternatives to solving things, and now my creative ways to control class jst don't seemed to work. maybe i'm trying too hard...

also, it din hit on me until someone pointed out that my current subject of study has been like a thin string which i hanged my hopes on... i'm clinching too tight to it...

So i'm taking a short interlude...

to listen to the voice of my heart... and ask myself "is this what i really want in life?"

i guess all the while i've been pre-occupied with studying, and more study to go... suddenly life throws itself at me and say choose where u want to go...

the azure horizon and answers to search for... at least i discover something here :)