hur ?

one straight row of papers... *choke* *gasp*

"Sometimes when i get up in the morning, i feel very peculiar.
I feel like i've just got to bite a cat! I feel like if I don't bite a cat before sundown, I'll go crazy!!
But then i just take a deep breath and forget about it.
That's what is known as real maturity" ;p
~Snoopy*

hmm... i realised i have become immune to the ytdys... hopefully it's due to me surrendering to the Wider arms up above and not due to my boh chap-ness... returning to my last entry, Efg said i should get more of those remarks, that way it wouldn't trouble me much next time...tot it makes sense.

Used to grip through life and now i'm skipping through... duno where i'm arriving though! haha..
I guess i sort of resort to keep life simple and light... after all, we really can't comprehend everything, and even if we do, we can't be too sure that what's out there matches inside. sounds rather post-modernistic eh ?

lessons fr JMs...
"life's about the journey not the destination"... vs i've always live for end of classes, weekends and holidays
"anybody can be happy if all that they ever wanted suddenly drop down from heaven" so so true... i realised how i'm often trapped into feeling unhappy when things don't go my way and vice versa. Guess it means learning to rejoice by anchoring deep into the Source. Since He claims to be our fountain of living water... my as well drink from it..
and finally fr Phil 4:11, learning to be content at whatever the circumstances, coz Christ has promised to give us strength. this verse has been liken a balm to my frailness.

anyways, holidays are coming...i shall give me self a treat and make me a happy person ! :)
then again, having hope helps us through the day too ain't it ? i guess there's things that depletes our soul and others fume our heart... and we've got to strike a balance somewhere to maintain wholeness?

*fr "Where yr blanket Is, There will your heart be also. "-Parables of Peanuts...Short calls it as a frame of mind, "adjustment"