remember in our gawky teeny days... where girls be whispering about the cute guy over the table... and guys be telling aloud miss who. ( somehow the same gang wd fall for one girl onlee...did they run out of choice or is she that cute? )... recall mr mond who's got girls after girls... did he not learn their lesson or? it's that worth tossling yr heart ard? or even now, singles giving jealous eye around their buddy who's preoccupied with their new toy now...maybe secretly blaming God thinking they're much better than their friends, but why not them ?
Why the hurry? my close encounters didn't prove it all that worth rejoicing over... it certainly didn't left me with a sense of fulfillment...
the last experience i had really felt my heart journeying a roller coaster ride... though the sms's, phones, free treats... really made me felt like a princess on top of a hill... really nice to be cared of so attentively... but it was excruciating arduous guessing the other party's unusual gesture...
and there i recalled digging out the clues, trying so hard to understand whether it was my fault or... in utmost humility n brokenness - if u'll jst tell me why ?
if anything worses than that is to have cold water splashed over your face... to think one has overreacted...you pick your pieces and scrambled them back again...
but over time, it seemed things has changed... some delayed replies here and there, forgotten apointments...
and then once again, the whole scenario is repeated... again ending with 2 pats on your back thinking maybe its' just me reading between the lines ?!
Suddenly- the whole thing ( which doens't seem like anything at all, duno whether anything has started nor even progressed ) just snipped off...
AJO said that men likes to bury issues down under, and seek their theraphy by caving...be worst dealing with those who has polka dot face ( tell me bt it! )... after the 2nd or 3rd chance - they jst give up without telling why...
maybe it's too difficult to express themselves ? or the moment they sense this is not gonna work out they cut themselves out ? without even trying... easier to start elsewhere?
sigh*.. and u guys think girls are so difficult to understand eh...?
Are Men fr Mars and Women fr Venus ?
What about the grand design of putting them together ? jst so they multiply and fill the earth ?
aunties :" so when u getting one yourself?"
me : " :)" ( can't u see? i'm so happy off by myself...? )
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i know how that feels like...
just wanted to give you a big hug... but this screen is blocking me. darn... so here's a virtual one *hugs*
love,
rach
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