Monday, April 24, 2006

Garden scenes













frontyard view















A succulent.















An ant's view.



Some pictures i took during my study 'break'. ;p Kinda carried me back to the nursery rhyme's age... where animals start to talk to each other when the humans are not around. This is my garden waking up at the first ray of the sunbeam! Wish i could scribble some poetry here...Well, in actual fact, my discoveries of my garden having a life of it's own happens late night, when i caught (a family of) big bad juicy snails chewing up my lovely leaves. Uuhh. they won't live. blame mummy.

I kinda realize that i rarely flip back the old chapters of life. Save my neverdying love for my childhood. Maybe growing up wasn't that fun. Or perhaps i'm living the best chapters now:) Either that or i've learned to lick the cream and let it settle at my tongue for a while. Can't taste the rest then (hmm...somehow my past relics seemed to pass by me of late. still not sure what to do. no point resolving things that have no answers? i'm such a passive problem solver compared to my bro though.) Well, like what J.Meyer's rhetoricaly asked the audience "is there anyone here who's married to a spouse of few faults?" (dun think i sight many hands up), i figure out that the colours of our life is decided by the way we relate to life and ppl. (not forgeting with our own self too). Well, i hope i can retain that view during my 'after-graduating-help-i'm-lost' time.

One thing i can be grateful for now, is the generous presents and treats fr my friends during my b'day season. i'm loved. :) It was pretty bland at first... but then i get the later rain of surprises. thanks :)

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

sprinkle of cinnamon

I've been...

...writing up my thesis and sitting for test in betweens. Managed to submit my draft last friday. Got mix remarks fr my tutor who marked it. But i supposed polishing up would make it shine.

...even so, throughout this time, i've been sprinkled by His blessings; bubbled by His love. Got back some of my test results, and i did unexpectedly... well ! i'm surprised. Can't even recall what went in and out of my brains...

...grateful for good health. Was dotted with flu and colds for the previous sems. Pleaded hard then, but... Somehow, i'm kept well this time even with less sleep and movement. Bit fatter though :)

... chilling in with bits of Norman Brown and yellowjackets.

Guess that's my world for now. My only wish is that i could be more emersed into a bigger cause... getting bit comfy with my nest... hope i get to soar into the blue...

nites. gt wake up wee early to edit my thesis. Next week's my finals... then i get to fly.......