**sheuuw**

today i left my car window fully unwinded down !!!

was too all heads and eyes fumbling down my notes ( cyto org exams ) to notice i left it unwinded down.
found a note left by a kind passer-by to be careful next time... ( hey, thx for not entering my car and pressing the buttons or taking my shades whoever ya r )

how's a bluree like me gonna survive in a BIG, WiLd dog-eat-dog, u-better-stay-on-guard-or?!@! world ?

kinda counted few careless situations that could have left me...well, 'feel' the vulnerability of mankind.
Lost my wallet 3 times,
set the fire running unattended till it burn through my pots. Twice
set the oven without the timer. once

but somehow i've been spared mercily. Save a few uncontrollable unfavourable situations...
but i guess it's enough to thank the one up there for taking care of me. In probability classes- the incidence of one occurance could be due to chance, but 3 times ? - all savely returned and unscratched ? either i'm living in a teddy bear world ( n rest of the newspaper highlights are jst "other" ppl's nightmare ) or i owe Him ?!

Shhh... don't tell mummy

oatmeal & cookie

i'm sick... ( or getting sick )
December's always the best month to be in! lotsa sun beams...
these few years, i didn't escape the year-end flu.
my good ol' buddies are back !
the hustle and bustle of activities, traffic jam...
christmas decos and goodies
stress and tests
caroling, christmas cards...

i recalled last year being terribly sicked in youth camp.. and a Moral ( bleh ! ) assignment due after christmas day.
Ytdy, we've The Marshes with their musical fusion, Joel n team with their brick-dance...
i've 3 core papers dragging my feet b4 stepping into the new year. argh~
i feel so excited seeing ppl entering His house, presenting their talents and gifts to Him. It's like the wise mens bringing their treasures to baby Jesus.
mummy's not home and i've to manage the house ( just one week - and i've cultured fungus in my unwashed cup, apple & capsicum, made bean-curd out of my unfininished soya )
My unimates carolled around uni...church carollers were training and practicing hard 4 their performance...imagine how wd it be like if we would plant those dreams sowed into us ??
i think i better head back to my books now... but my throat hurts and i'm soo tired... knock, knock brains, ready to sponge some Hmn Chrms? sobs. nopes...
No wonder we're always reminded about faith- and the wonders it makes...Pmal -receiving by faith... without faith we can't please Him ?
uh oh... i must study, i must study... running out of excuses...


i believe our deepest fulfillment and joy is simply being able to worship ( give glory) Him with our... erm ( something-that-we're-so-passionate-or-really-good-about-that-we-identify-ourselves-with-it. )
it's as if creation are dancing b4 the creator... the crafted displaying it's beauty b4 the potter...like Mary pouring her most precious parfum at his feet...
Jesu joy of mankind ? -j.s. bach

crumples

there be a phrase " when you welcome a stranger, u welcome an angel" that casted an innocent smile to me.

sometimes, a simple handshake, a warm greet or friendly smile seemed to do the unspoken ushering langguage.
i try at least to be inviting towards the unknown, but after few incidents, it makes me ponder whether one's able to trust enough to even make a step of welcoming.

a helpful officer who demonstrate support upfront but having suspected motives behind...
a bubbly tell it all girl who turns out to enviably interested beyond her confinded " interest"
a conspiracy between friends

sigh*
no wonder chinese automatically barks at strangers...
...after all these ? being cautious is certainly not unfounded.

no wonder stories like the good Samarithan and the kind bishop in les miserable contrast our daily lifestyle like pearl in an sand-glazed oyster. To risk the vulnerability of self to welcome a stranger...in a world hidden with bandits and lurkers -who would knowingly choose that path ? amazing grace...

burnt

blogging ?

lately i've been feeling bit quizzy about blogging down my innerthoughts...
i recalled a model saying that part of her routine was to post half-naked to be evaluated by a panel of judges for audition...
eeerrr...
guess i'll pause here or just note down my daily happenings...

"Transparency with ppl – ppl distance u
No transparency – u distance yourself " Dr Huang ( a seminar at Citadel, Midvalley )
kinda like a tug of war...