blowing bubbles

few things i jst realized about myself..

1. i dun like being home alone !!!
i kinda consider myself to be like Mole (The Wind in the Willows), prefering solitude than the crowd, some times i accidently dessert my phone too... but being at home when everyone's away's not fun... maybe i'm a family and housey person.

2. boredom's a sin to me...
ya, prank rates increase proportionately with bore levels... jst to unbore myself...otherwise i would just go sleep...

3. i am so not independent...
and i used to think i was... not till someone pointed out that i'm like a kid who needs to be taken care of (and entertained too hur)... well, i'm fine going to concerts or kl alone... ?? but i realized i depended alot on my family to help me make decisions (or make em' for me), buy me lunch or dinner...(should be the other way, but...hehe). Worst still, i call em' while they're working to ask for help... fancy why they entertain me...

4. i work by momentum
big resistence to get me started, but once i'm on the go tis hard to stop. Once i've stopped, it's hard to start too...

hmm...wonder whether some things need changing...

december

it's cold enough to snow

Where did summer go?
How'd I miss the change of seasons
All at once the wind blows rough
It's cold enough to snow

In the street below
People laugh, they got no reason
Don't they know its cold enough to snow?

Now the sun can't shine
If it wants to fine
But its cold enough to snow

~sang by Jennifer Warnes. abridge version
~Music by Alan menken & Stephen Schwartz

if

if...

if we don't ever take chances,
we won't reach the rainbows

if we don't ever search,
we'll never be able to find

If we don't attempt to get over our doubts and fears,
we'll never discover how wonderful it is to live without them

if we don't go beyond difficulty,
we won't grow any stronger.

if we don't keep our dreams alive,
we won't have our dreams any longer.

but...

if we can take a chance now and then,
seek and search, discover and dream,

grow and go through each day with the knowledge that
we can only take as much as we can give,

and we can only get as much out of life
as we allow ourselves to live...

then...

we can be truly happy.

we can realize a dream or two along the way,
and we can make a habit of reaching for rainbows

and coloring our lives with
... wonderful days

~Collin McCarty

...brought this book of poems fr pay less books warehouse sale on sat. thx to pek n cd. meanwhile, i realised someone has a fetish for forbidden fruits ;)
...been giving a bit unto books n clothes, well too bad it's winter attire in hk, else m'sia mite be bit poorer... but i came back with extra notes in my pocket. thx to my real generous aunt....maybe i sd post a chritmas wix list out, who knows santa mite read it. not been a good girl though... more like a lost girl :(
...meanwhile, really sorry to jin n sel for dropping yr comments along with my prev post. figure out i'd keep it safe in the closet instd. ;p