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I realized that I've been a prison of my own mind. I'm in the land flowing with milk and honey (okay, with limited supply b'coz of the economic situation), but at least I'm in a place where some of my country man can only taste US in their dreams or imagination, yet I'm missing home.Flipping through FB pictures of my M'sian friends' travels to the US kinda made me appreciate my presence in the

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What sounds like repeated knockings of the hammer against an iron shelf?............The MRI chamberBeing active and fully conscious this round, an hour in the MRI chamber was unbearable. The noise emitted from the magnetic scanner was painfully loud. Why can't they play classical music and mute the noise? It felt as if my head was being knocked by a loud hammer over and over again, except it

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In 1954, a couple sailed from New York to India for what they thought would be a one-year missionary. 50 years later, the Buntains' ministry has grown from a small shop above a night club to 800 churches, schools, colleges, orphanages, a blind school, a hospital and a nursing school. The Buntains' Calcutta Ministry also include feeding 25,000 people daily, performing cleft palate surgery and

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Here are some happenings of my life in SC:1. Summer was blown away. Just last week, it was 50-70F, which was nice, like Cameron's, now it's 40-50F.2. Which means the trees are changing colors. Now it's half green half autumn.3. Since it's getting colder, I'm in layers.4. I've been really stressed out with work and classes. I'm working as a research assistant if you don't already know.5. I'm

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It hit 60s F on Friday!This is the first time since 5 months that I felt warm. I can't explain the joy I felt walking out on the streets with just one layer ! The air didn't sting anymore. The sun brought happiness. The birds are back and the voices of children fill the air again. I see people hanging out the building, jogging in shorts and clothing in bright colors. Winter was pretty outside,

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The view outside my window was like this...3 hours later... well, this is 4 hrs later, when it stopped snowing, but i wanted to compare the two shots taken from my window.ok 3 hrs later...it's snowing, snowing... snow on the evergreens welcome to the magical land of park forest villa! snow on the groundon the woodson the bench (Tudek Park)on the dry flowersAnd so...I will not be sleeping tonight.

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a In response to my prev post, God has been teaching me about the rewards of relying on Him in times of nothing-ness.Now, I've been wishing for a puncher (in America a puncher makes 3 holes and it's as long as a letter size paper, I don't know why they just make everything different here). Stationaries are expensive here and I don't want to pay USD 8-10 just so I can make 3 piercings on my

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Today as I was walking back home from the bus-stop, I wish I could...alie on the bed with a good bookaplay the pianoadrive my car out to grab an ice-cream or a cake=Checked my room and found I have...bplenty of textbooks and references (borrowed fr library), a book on apologetic and another on relationship... don't really feel like reading these.ano piano....but a worship book with musical

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State college. View taken from Harvest Field, Calvary Baptist church. Can you spot the football traffic (after the game)? People and vehicles start lining up 3 hours before the show. The whole town will be painted in blue and white during football weekend.Finally I can steal a breath ! I've had weekly assignments and quizzes (x2). America's BIG on constant assessment and I took a heavy load this

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Pictures are not in order (too lazy to drag and sort for now). Story's below the pictures :Today's a better day. I walked down the road to Calvary Baptist Church (CBC). On the map, it's 'just' along University Drive (A straight street that pass through my campus). The walk took 40 minutes? tee hee... -On the way, a new student stopped by to ask for directions. Halfway through the american grad

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Some pictures taken on my journey here. The better days ;pKLIAaWaiting for my flight to S'pore. It felt like ages. Like I was neither here nor anywhere. I could grab a taxi home if I were to wait any longer. Saying goodbye to my love ones was painfula Changi-I like the lights illuminating through the floor. My friend came to greet me. I ended up resting at her place while transiting. That was my

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The initial excitement for u.s. has waned off... i'm missing malaysian food (healthy food), my friends, my good old family, my car, cheaper hp rates, manglish. *sigh*I met a couple of friends and some really friendly church people. There's an international student ministry over in my uni consisting of navigators and a few local churches. They offer free lunches, pinics, free furnitures, outings.

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I have 9 days more in Malaysia before I bid her goodbye. Yet the reality of me leaving has not set in. Here are some thoughts that are flying in my mind :aaaasunset at the beach below tanjung tuan light house, PDWorkplace:1. My colleague gave me a USD 20 note. Said it's for my taxi fare to transit in between terminals, so that I won't miss my flight.2. A parent dropped by on a non-class day to

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Pure joy. How many of us get to experience that? Or are actually experiencing it?It's tempting to get angry or all worked out when things don't go our way. Very often we yield to hopelessness or despair. To cope with that in mind, we dig a cave, throw mud on others or like me, walk around like a zombie.Little did I realize the effect of my weather casted on my surroundings(although I like to

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Last Sunday I celebrated Palm Sunday with my Sunday School preschooler's class. Btw, our Sunday School just got a new name. Kids For Christ (KFC). "no..." said the groovier folks. Imagine them growing up associating themselves with chicken? Finger-licking Christ's chickens? :) Anyways, I did of sketch of Jesus riding on a donkey to Jerusalem from Mt Olives. The girls were the crowd waving leaves

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last year slipped by, and I hardly miss it.Except the sassy golden hunk who faithfully waited by me each day when i came home... my neighbor's retriever moved. I didn't ask for his name :(Here's to 2008...Nature greets thee !purple on sky` violet impatiens a pink flowersasleeping morning glories awhite liliesahanging foliage goodbye 2007... spictures taken fr aunty YF's hse.

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December came ringing with many bells...1. ring ring : My friend Sel got her coveted ring last nite !! Here's the 2-days-before-Christmas-story : (retold fr Luke 2 : 9 - 56)a9-10 And, lo, the angel came upon us by sms saying, "Behold, i bring you good tidings of joy. For unto you shall witness this day the engagement of Sel, our beloved friend"a the angelaa15 The kpc friends said to one another,

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that's how you know...i got *enchanted* last night, right after my last paper :) aAnd here's pieces of my thoughts after being magically dusted by princess gisele. (read 1,2 & 5 only if you intend to watch it and would not like me to spoil the story).a#1 Some girly thoughts to mull over :...Amy Adam is simply irresistable as a princess dropped out of the happily-ever-after cartoon world. I like

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she looks at the mirrorand it says 'go back and do your assignment'sighs.......................X[picture of a girl at mirror with her tongue sticking out => "bleh"]hello december ! somehow i kept reminiscencing on the people i miss... christmas is a time to remember? :) meanwhile my very good friend s'na's back & e'za going to have the best christmas gift ever. a christmas child !!

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Surfed across the cadet sisters. Their singing send tears to my heart... I imagined Mary singing this while she poured the alabaster jar at her true Love's feet. There's so much beauty in simply wanting to know him more.Just the time I feel that I've been caught in the mire of self.Just the time I feel my mind's been bought by worldly wealth.That's when the breeze begins to blow I know, the

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Happy halloween day !! El'z throws this pumpkin to you ! (picked that line up fr facebook). I drew this some months back. Somehow halloween reminded me of pumpkins, children, sweets and most of all, family & fun... (no we dont' celebrate it here. so i only know halloween thru' the tvs.). I posted a bigger pumpkin picture here. sp.s- oh no, i am supposed to study.ap.p.s - i got the best halloween

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finally i got a break ! October was pouring heavily on me. work & studies. bees are busy and so was it like in the office before the dinnerToday seemed like a day of reminiscene...I went to mom's school to print some stuffs. It was like a walk to remember. The canteen chair I used to hang out with my girl friends every recess time was still strong in dark blue. As I walked through the corridors,

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i'm sitting in front of the screen right now. With a glass of fruit juice and my office attire. (stinking a bit). Trying to unwind before bed.These few weeks have been wild. Like murphy's law. Anything that could go wrong, went wrong. My sos prayers seems as if i'm dialing the wrong number.... but as i reflect upon the good things that i can count on, grace seems to carry me, layers upon layers,

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Went to Camerons over the raya weekends for ibridge camp. Here's what I captured : orange petals a pink rose more roses a weed red impatiens a friendly catanother of her cat friend invited herself on my lap without asking Strawberriesme & some friends sneaked out for breakfast at my friend's shop. her parents made great pancakes. we were treated with free strawberriesSome thoughts for the camp :

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the most precious building material that David left Solomon was a brick of advice"...My Son, I charge you to acknowledge your father's God and to serve Him with an undivided heart and a willing mind. He knows all our thoughts and desires. If you go to Him, He will accept you; but if you turn away from Him, He will abandon you for ever. You must realize that the Lord has chosen you to build his

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i've found some use for our natural gas...1# I was squashed in the ktm once. Cramped by strange men and a fearful heart. So I thought what better ways to create more space for myself.*fart*When it comes to safety, anything goes. it's just too bad we can't release it by volition..2# I've always wondered on when did our parents started getting comfortable with each other's fart. Like before

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i feel like life is so random... and sometimes there's just no answers (no one particular).You can just paint up anything for the situation you are going though.You can be the man with one talent -a starfruit seed (analogy).plant it in infertile grounds, use special fertilisers and have your starfruits blooming. Then make everybody like starfruits so they'll buy it from you and you make a good

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this blue bee visited my garden some days ago...It's quite tiny, you can easily dismiss it as a fly. I took a second look after its loud buzzling and hovering. It seemed to be attracted to white flowers and traveled at a fixed poligonal route over and over again; hence allowing me time to grab my camera. I can't crop the pix too much or else i might loose the resolution.aFind out more about the

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2 interesting people I met today who made their entry here...aA Lun Bawang girl. Ms W whose name led me to imagine her as a punjabi guy. We were corresponding through the mail and one day we decided to meet up. Erm, for work purposes :p I had no hint about her gender and was surprised when a girl with his number called. I thought maybe he has high pitch voice. Anyways, Ms W works with UNHCR,

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well, been thru lots of ups and downs lately regarding my graduate studies.First i got the courses.But no moneyThen there was the scholarshipnext the dean wants me to change courselaters the funding from kementerian (KPT) for my host campus has reached its quota this yearCoz my host campus award more places than the budget allocatedafterwards i heard that kementerian would preferably award PhD

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a Happy Merdeka Malaysia !are we truly liberated ? shspics taken from malaysia international fireworks competition, 30th of Aug. First time using bulb (i didn't even know where that function lied. was a friend that discover it). Shots were mostly exposed about 1.2 - 5 secs.

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kid : teacher, just now I saw that boy with green tennis ball tag going there ? (to rephrase : why he can go, why i cannot?)As a helper (half day) at my fren's VBS last weekend, I was in charge of the pre-schoolers (hence kindies = green tennis ball group). A little boy was envious of the commotion going on at the hall (where the big kids are) while his group was placed in the pantry. A few might

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Feeling a little stranded...seeing so much of frailness than strength...wishing for some sun beams to shine through...a*sighs*

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a reda petals fulla mourninga pleasantaCrysanthemums. It's just amazing how it comes with many variants - from dainty daisy-like to pompous pompons. I usually brush them under 'pai ang kong' flowers or as a herb for drink. That is until I received a bouquet from Sunday Skol. After staring long at it, i decided that it's pretty. Here's some taken with my old nikon 5100, compact (with some touch-up

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The beginnings of each day traces its tune from yesterdays shadow. I couldn't smile on Monday. three unhappy events visited me. aThe first visit came in the middle of my sleep. A scream from my tummy. 3 times I bombed the toilet. I was so lethargic the next morning that I went late to work. It didn't help to put a smile on my face when special jungle-iban-style food was served during lunch at

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the deep dark hours of night...the moon shines its face on thieves on the garden wallTom the squally cat strolls fancifully on your carOscar Owl stares into your room and hootand mr mole is burrowing under your flower bed.. Strucked by cupid's arrow, my sudden infatuation with childhood stories sent me digging through the book chest to hunt for this book (ecstatic to have find it !!!)... its

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Do women yap more than men?We're all familiar with fact that women speak an average of few thousand words a day, while man can survive with just a few hundred morphemes. A new study found both sexes to be not very different after all when it comes to word length.Using EAR (electronically activated recorder) which samples 30 secs of ambient noise every 12.5 mins on ~400 students, the results on

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the amazing chinese stomachchinese #1 : Hey look, what's this mysterious thingy? (poke poke)chinese #2 : bu zhi dao (shakes head)... Let's make soup out of it! maybe it'll cure ah ma fr her illness."Villagers in central China dug up a ton of dinasaur bones and boiled them in soup or ground them into powder for traditional medicine, believing they were from flying dragons and had healing powers."

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a Water Lilies (1914-17) ______Red Boats, Argenteuil (1875)A friend brought me a set of Monet's in calender on my b'day. 5 yrs ago...The impressionist so received their signature style from a critic who taunted Monet's "Impression: Sunrise" that wallpapers looked more finished than this piece and called the entire french painters display as the exhibition of the impressionists. I love the

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Well,Flying to KB laters. My flight has been delayed. Amidst my anxiety and worries (like two ol' couples that's always accompanying me), God's GRACE shone brighter..I was worried about transportation and logistic in Kelantan. (this time i dont' feel as brave as i was in penang. The thought of waiting for ghost buses freaked me). The hostel manager which i arranged to stay in haven't replied me,

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aCould we with ink the ocean fill,And were the skies of parchment made,Were every stalk on earth a quill,And every man a scribe by trade,To write the love of God above,Would drain the ocean dry.Nor could the scroll contain the whole,Though stretched from sky to sky.The Love of God, written by Frederick Lehman. This stanza was taken from a poem scribbled on the wall of a Jewish patient commited to

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dthe author decided to remove the post coz she felt tat others mite not like to be written about. but ya, she jst wanna say she had fun on the field on sunday with a bunch of great ppl. :)

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i felt strayed in penang this round...a houses around komtar odd ones old old houses lonely waitfMy last trip was exciting. But this time i felt so paria without a car and direction. Like a stray girl wondering around in a foreign town. I'd to blinked at taxis or negotiate with kereta sapu & prayed for buses. Either alternatives has it's own risks. Bus mite not come, kereta sapu mite leave, taxi

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Ok, so i was tagged by hl to write on my weirdings :6 weirdings by el'z :1. the right upper half of my sensory-motor nerves are neglected. i chew on the left jaw. watch with my left eye. hand the phone over to my left ear. misses most of my right shots. yet i'm RH. most of the time i'm just confused between the two.2. i can't make up my mind about what to eat. it came to the point that food

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life is about remembering and forgetting... f komtar* fffeReturning to the place that bore me at the very hour where I was deciding for my future was prophetic. See, this is my first time touring alone - to my birth place - for interview to go away. It was like freeing myself from the umbilical cord. most ppl took their pilgrimage way earlier thgh... :)Penang hillAfter my interview, I took the

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a rows of sunflowerpink roses fSome of the flowers that we hanged on the fence. They greet me when i enter the gate. But nowadays i see them when they're asleep. Don't know what's their name. So I labeled them according to the common flowers ;p I spent quite alot of time shooting my garden during my final yr - jobless period. Oh boy will i miss this sight... if i go.

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the wry'ly part of my life now is that here i am scouting for resources to pursue my studies, at work, i am searching for avenues for my company too...i feel trapped in both situation. Duno is an cheap answer so says a friend. how how..meanwhile, i just started a site for my art. some sprinkles in life to make me happy.

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f last leaf of fall against a promising blue sky... it's good friday.i have been hiding for a while. seen outside, but i just can't tell the shapes of days or faces. Am merely walking endlessly... like the last journey back from nuang (tracked up hulu langat). I tried running , but can't find the end of road. surprised that the ppl i left behind caught up with me. i ran, they walked (i stopped

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gg me on swingggI used to swing myself really high up and feel as if i was part of the sky. Sometimes I imagined I would make a loop with the swing. Unfortunately gravity beat me first. gSwing sailing, monkey-baring, bed-jumping... those were the happy days in life. I used to be a kid. Now i'm stucked in transition. So many unanswered question.gThe only certainty I hold now is that He is my

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Some formulas to better understand us...

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Happenings..1. So i spent cny in Jakarta and came back with a blast with the toilet... been bombing the toilet every now and then. urgh.2. march sees me starting my new job in FES. I really am clueless about what to expect. But i do hope to put my heart into it and worry less about my capabilities.Ppl1. Came to learn alot fr my friend E'za (my generous Indon friend) who's so simple and trusting.

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sorry...for all wrongs i have done and rights undone.somehow over these few days i felt flooded with guilt for the unkind things done and said.. flooded with questions without answers...:((overheard in a sermon that if your feelings contradict God's word, follow His word. I want to live each day beyond feelings and circumstances...believing and trusting... help me please?"The lord is gracious and

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My old workplace was like the hardest & yet sweetest experience in life.4 months, yet...am still keeping in touch with some of my colleague...my heart breaks everytime my students email me of ' i-miss-us' or even wondering when would i be back again.I feel like an irresponsible parent that simply abandone her kids... ouch. life subjects are the toughest to deal with hur.Went back to school to

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"expect good things fr God"ggwell, just when i decided to take a lil break fr thinking (more like worrying) about my future, rays of happy things shine thru' my heart.gfirstly, my cousin dropped by my house like a gift. She made a pit-stop here fr Oz before returning up north. She brought me tim-tams, honey and sparkles of joy (i miss her simple chatty nature. Ah, she says the sweetest things !

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" God made the universe"L.O.S.T in the arms of lostness...is like being held in twirls...once a while, it ain't matter...to be lostcoz u know He's watchingfr abovebut if the stars refuse to twinkleand the moon frownsthe poles and pillars...they movedthen you have only its armsto holdtwist & twirl... twist & twirlp.s- saw a bumper sticker that says "God made everything"... well, sometimes it's

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--Casino Royale --...of trust, betrayal and vulnerability...ggp.s- i was mesmerized by her beauty (or was it her airs? something unobxiously concealed in her light hearted-ness), and decided to do a sketch on her... well, after much editing, here u have her. Hope she looks like her? bit skinny though. how about her twin? ;pgg

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fear... is like my first few companion when it comes to trying out new stuffs. I hope i ditch u in no time.I've met ppl who would purposely try out things they are afraid of just to challenge their fears...connecting it to famous courage quotes*, I think i should make it my 'thing' to do for 2007 - trying out things i'm afraid of... coz u'd never know what's beyond your fears unless u tried. even

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there's something sweet, inviting yet faraway...about David Benoit's dad's room (fr his Professional Dreamer's album. what a name)... wonder whether he's writing fr a nostalgic point of view... like visiting his old house which he grew up...walking to a room where dad used to be... probably a room where his dad did his hobby... which he stood at the door silently observing his dad... in

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Every decision you make is a seed you sow*Whatever you focus on will expand*ponder about what you can do, not what you can't,let the good things in life be bigger than the sad onesseek out the good in othersWhat are you doing with what you have?*not much? nothing gets better*Joyce Meyers*Andrew Matthews - follow your heart

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2006 was soaked with many different tides...high tides...graduating (Aug)rekindling my old hobbies: diving (rusted for 5 yrs), drawing (rusted for 8 yrs)meeting my stars live: Joyce Meyers (Jan 06), Kristian Zimmermann (July 06), Fourplay (Aug 06)making new friends : fr camp n work (to wic many of em' i'm grateful and indebted to)went to : Klang Gates, HK, Perhentian, Redang, Nuang, Lepoh, S'pore

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few things i jst realized about myself..1. i dun like being home alone !!!i kinda consider myself to be like Mole (The Wind in the Willows), prefering solitude than the crowd, some times i accidently dessert my phone too... but being at home when everyone's away's not fun... maybe i'm a family and housey person.2. boredom's a sin to me...ya, prank rates increase proportionately with bore levels..

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it's cold enough to snowWhere did summer go?How'd I miss the change of seasonsAll at once the wind blows roughIt's cold enough to snowIn the street belowPeople laugh, they got no reasonDon't they know its cold enough to snow?Now the sun can't shineIf it wants to fineBut its cold enough to snow~sang by Jennifer Warnes. abridge version~Music by Alan menken & Stephen Schwartz

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if...if we don't ever take chances,we won't reach the rainbowsif we don't ever search,we'll never be able to findIf we don't attempt to get over our doubts and fears,we'll never discover how wonderful it is to live without themif we don't go beyond difficulty,we won't grow any stronger.if we don't keep our dreams alive,we won't have our dreams any longer.but...if we can take a chance now and then

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my mind and heart are in forks...just when i hand in my resignation letter, my heart feels like tieing itself down.my kids and their pleading face... (din realize i've made a way into the lil kids heart (ok some), and imagine the seeds that i could have sown if i'd stay. it's like falling in love with someone you din plan to live with. workwise. *ahem*)my assitant principal's word of affirmations

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so there, one chapter of my life closed today !"at least u dun have to deal with the sense of gaucheness anymore !"- Rachthanks for painting it in such a great perspective !say hello to holidays !!!gonna really miss the kids though :(

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a"why be equal when u can be superior ?" answer to feminism ;p **aaa* taken without permission fr snoops**A. jo's adage !

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stop running girl, where u going ?life sees me hastily flipping thru its' pages that i forgot to listen to my heart... drilling holes at work, or burying myself with my studies... until my heart started protesting for a halt.So i paused, and...i realized that my present job and i fit rather incongruently. Although in daylight i'm pretty much on the go...but as the noir creeps over, my heart feels

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"A twinkle in the eye means joy in the heart, and good news makes you feel fit as a fiddle." Pro 15: 30 (The message); ...good news nourishes the bones (Amplified bible)fOctober fone good thing to look forward to is the raya holidays ! I've got one week break !! interminable rest...fdfdanother great news was that our church collected ~3k to send our pastor n wife on a vacation !!! his 40th

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October begin me with much blunders... dank n cold, dank n coldHere's something to wire back my mind to the original tangle...llSwamps of HomeI come from the land of the foggy, foggy dew.Ooh-ooh-ooh! Ooh-ooh-ooh! Ooh-ooh-ooh! Where walking through the meadow in the morning is like walking through glue! fdfThe swamps of home are brushed with green and gold at break of day.The swamps of home are

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"what happened between being me and becoming you?" -Rusty, Disney's the Kid.Russ, an urbane nearing 40 image consultant who spent his adult life washing out the child he used to be was visited by an 8-year old kid (Rusty), who turned out to be himself... looking at the kid-him made every fibre of his nerve itched to straighten himself (the kid) out... turned out Rusty came to unlocked his

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"...a tendency to expect the best possible outcome, or to dwell on the most hopeful aspect of a situation" - American Heritage Dictionarygfgthat's optimism with a gist of hopefulness. Yet, how often i overlooked that...1 NW remarked that we need to learn how to be optimistic in order to encourage others.2fdfdAbsent-mindedness's like a funny bone of mine - you would never know when it would strike

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this monster strain mutated and came back even more tougher..i'm shivering in the morning, sweating at night,coughing without stopping & my nose flowing in tidesthe flu bug has been territorizing our house... first it's my bro, then me, then bro, back to me again(ever stronger)... Maybe we sould fumigate the house.took MC today... longing for some sun beams and greeness... slimey's hiding

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" God would not put you through a trial without a purpose behind it" - Joel Osteen.I seldom enjoy associating difficult events of my life as trials... because if i were to compare my life now to the early century christians, exams & work stress against persecution & fleeing are a luxury... so i tend to skip verses about trials/hardship in the bible... as if it's written for them or missionaries

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overwhelmed don't feel too good about my new job :(doesn't seem to make sense that i have to spend 1/4 of the time controlling the class just to start or resume lessons...a lesson of patience for myself? but these kids are sleek. They freeze when fierce teachers pass by. I guess they can tell when not fierce ones are pretending...don't understand why i have to spend extra time 'helping' bigger

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bedexhaust pipecaveneed a caveuna corda

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today's my first teaching day...Sent one 12 yr old boy to to the principle's office... and he came back apologizing to me. With tears. My heart melted instantly... :( kinda wonder whether i was too harsh on him.I was drilled by friends/family/teachers about establishing my authority on start otherwise i'd loose my control... and so i tried. I think i scare myself off today... first time hearing

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Monday.First interview, 10am. 12pm, employed.First job. (besides my prev 2 mths of industrial training)It all happened so quick, i still haven't settle with the fact that i be working as a primary math teacher. I guess they needed one real quick... insisted i signed then n there? Guess that's my weakness hur? tend to give in under pressure. ish. but the pay is pretty good + workplace is near + i

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fading blossom,,...jst a few days ago she was clothe with a wreath of crowning bloom... not the best shot here but i was drawn to her forlorn poseit's my little cactus plant that's hiddenat the edge of the garden amidst other finer plantsone day it budded and the ownerbegan to notice it so she was waited upon each dayat her quiet lil shade till her buds matureinto a deep maroon cresthigh n

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a trail of green light travelled yonder... and vanished quickly with a yellow bright flash...I was walking with mom at the playground after dinner... as i was staring into the night, i saw a shooting star ! I was thrilled ! First time ever !! felt my heart leaped like it first sighted hope. It's so rare to spot one in a city... not to mention tonight's sky was rather tarnish with city air and

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"Attitude is your thought life turn inside out" ~JMbeen forcasting storm these few days when i start to stare into the future... kinda wondering 'would i make it?", 'How?''... those thoughts were spinning n looming around me...trapped..during worship last nite in CH, felt a voice knocking at my wrapped up head to "remember... remember..." then i realized i'd forgotten how faithful God has (have?)

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we serve a God of El Shaddai (the God of more than enough), not El Cheapo (The God of barely enough) ~Joel Osteeni've always wondered how these two elements interwind? In a way we're taught to be content with what we have1, but yet we're asked to stretch ourselves2 too...oddly, if we're happy with what we have, why would we want to strive for more?the orang aslis as i've come to learn, are the

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sunrise at pasir panjanghad a week where both my wishes lap over my whines (if only i can strike through those words in my prev post. Rach, how u do that with yr fonts?)got sun-baked in redang.strolled through pasir panjang,rubbing my feet on the fine sandy white...lulled by reds thredding through the blue canvass (sunset).taking pictures of sunrise...of wide-ness n space... :ain the deep bluea

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feeling bit frustrated staying at home...wish i could plunge into the deep blue or scale into the clouds...or learn something new...but no $and permission...how?!it's as if looking for a job or studying further is the only legitimate path for now...maybe i have more choices than i allow myself to thinkmaybe i ought to make my wants loudermaybe i should start..somewhere...

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The longest period i've ever left home was 1 week. Even so, i get home-sick. (Must be something mom puts in the food, that after few days away fr it, i get withdrawal symptons n start craving for home;p)Here's 5 things to thank mummy for (a love recollection) :1. Rescuing me fr a monkey. Me, my bro and my neighbour kids have tails when we're young. Used to swing around my neighbour's tree. Once a

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frontyard view A succulent.An ant's view.Some pictures i took during my study 'break'. ;p Kinda carried me back to the nursery rhyme's age... where animals start to talk to each other when the humans are not around. This is my garden waking up at the first ray of the sunbeam! Wish i could scribble some poetry here...Well, in actual fact, my discoveries of my garden having a life of it's own

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I've been......writing up my thesis and sitting for test in betweens. Managed to submit my draft last friday. Got mix remarks fr my tutor who marked it. But i supposed polishing up would make it shine....even so, throughout this time, i've been sprinkled by His blessings; bubbled by His love. Got back some of my test results, and i did unexpectedly... well ! i'm surprised. Can't even recall what

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i wonder......why i'm so blurr sometimes. well, was caught in surprise once, when a young girl answered at the end of my house line. Found out it was my friend, and i dialled wrongly. Apart fr that, there's countless me sending the wrong sms or msn msg. how embarassing..*need grace for myself*... why there's so many angry ppl out there... either directly expressed or inwardly supressed. wonder

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" I've learned that being kind is more important than being right" ~Andy Rooneyfew nites ago, a few wayward strands of my eye lashes at the edge of my right upper eye lid grew into my eyes. It scraped against my eyeballs...anyways, thank God this time i managed to flushed water and rubbed my eyelash off. Thx yik for that suggestion. The last time it happened on October last year, i'd to pay rm40

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"what do you say to a good friend who accidently spilled coffee on you?""what do you say to yourself if you were the one spilling it instead?""u stupid. idiot"i realized through Dr Meier that we tend to be harsher on ourselves than toward others. In doing so, we're not granting ourselves grace but are working hard in the flesh to prove our sufficiency.*Ironically, when we accept Christ into our

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Your Inner Child Is NaughtyLike a child, you tend to discount social rules.It's just too much fun to break the rules!You love trouble - and it seems that trouble loves you.And no matter what, you refuse to grow up!How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howisyourinnerchildquiz/">How Is Your Inner Child?now, how do they figure that out in just 5 questions ?

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4 days of giving the house to me ( and bro) and this is what happened :1. two piles of half dried clothes all being aired up in the hall. ( well, it's been raining since, and the clothes won't dry up. Think i might try putting them in the oven )2. A mother cat giving birth to kittens below my shoe rack outside... and i duno how to get rid of em'...oh dear oh dear... the last time i was home alone

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I wish... :)meanwhile, my life cycle goes rocking between " sleep, study, sleep, sleep..."Pretty much entertained at how my university admin tried so hard to console themselves over consolation prize by flagging the whole campus with "UM ternobat" banners... i better go snap some shots before the education ministry decides to remove it.not the least, The Nanny and Peanuts have really helped kick

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I'm so excited because I'm gonna go to the High School of Performing Arts! I mean, I was dying to be a serious actress. Anyway, it's the first day acting class- and we're in the auditorium and the teacher, Mr. Karp... Oh, Mr. Karp... Anyway, he puts us up on the stage with our legs around each other, one in back of the other and he says: "Okay... we're going to do improvisations. Now, you're on a

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" life is too short not to be fun" - J.C. Maxwell.Sounds a little twisted from the familiar " life is short cut the crap" quote fr ah pek hur=p. But i feel the formal better suited after reading John Maxwell's " what is most rewarding? -Developing the Leader within you" although i believe the underlying meaning is much similiar. (priorities)Maxwell, in one of his career lectures encouraged the

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bore1. If someone/thing bores you, they make you lose interest and feel tired and often impatient because you find them dull and uninteresting. eg. gen lanj bores me2. You can also bore a hole in something, like using a drill. eg. maybe if i bore a hole in my skull i might squeeze more of my boring notes in.3. If someone's eyes bore into you, they are staring intensely at you. ( equivalent to

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*sigh*~whines~...sniff...OoooOOOooo

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hi to my holidays,too bad there's so much work stacking up... play time seems so dear in comparison;brought a bunch of kids under a shelter home to 1U & Ikano. I can't help feeling sorry that such adorable creatures could be victims (direct or indirect) from abusive family... still, they were the sounds of joy and vitality throughout the day trip ! me & terk were given 4 kids to ferry... Can't

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"tomorrow tomorrow i love you tomorrow..." ~annie fr Annie?can't wait ! papers would be over then... time to flush it all down the toilet bowl...Well, somehow this season i've been drawn to the fading otherwordly sounds... started off with my pine for twin peaks -falling... and now unwrapping Angelo Badalamenti's works...(bits of it)I like the way he uses sounds to evoke feelings... ethereal,

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one straight row of papers... *choke* *gasp*"Sometimes when i get up in the morning, i feel very peculiar. I feel like i've just got to bite a cat! I feel like if I don't bite a cat before sundown, I'll go crazy!!But then i just take a deep breath and forget about it.That's what is known as real maturity" ;p~Snoopy*hmm... i realised i have become immune to the ytdys... hopefully it's due to me

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"keep the goodies, throw the trash"so there... one rubbish gone :)"fearing people is a dangerous trap, but to trust the LORD means safety." Prov 29: 25"Also, every man to whom God has given riches and possessions ( gifts and abilities), and the power to enjoy them and to accept his appointed lot and to rejoice in his toil-this is the gift of God" Ecc 5: 19"Trust in the Lord and do good. Then you

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